Routine

Dear owh dear.. m sick again... I've made arrangements for the two days leave i took for today and tomorrow but seems like my plans go awry. As i know these things need to be done.. i gather up the courage and went to Putrajaya this morning... alhamdulilah one thing settled. I still have a few lined up in my list...

Hopefully i will be feeling much better tomorrow.. and can proceed with this longstanding issues i havent settled yet. I want to get rid of these things from my mind. And starts looking ahead with a smile :D

I received an email from UM last week.. stating that i m shortlisted for Master programme in the univ... alhamdulillah..now all depends on KKM's approval for my study leave. I have been delaying this for so long and it's about time for me to leap forward, boost up and enhance my life even more. I have been devoting my life for the family in the past and forfeited the idea of pursuing my studies. Will i be able to cope?, with studies and family? InsyaAllah. when there's a will.. there'll always be a way. I've been through a lot in the past years and with God's will, i sailed smoothly, even during a low tide. And i believed once again, God allow me to go through all these coz He believed in me, and i will, with His help, fly through without fail, insyaAllah.

I thank God for the brilliant kids i have, and for the support they have been to me (without them knowing it tho!). Their neverending love and mischievousness have kept me strong. I cant imagine my life without them.. nauzubillah. If i can.. i want to be there for them all the time, even at a blink of eye.. i want to be there for them. I dont want to miss any part of their life.. not even their first step.. Gosh i was there :D how mesmerising... This motherly love is so intense and i wouldnt let anyone to come inbetween us.