Friday, April 24, 2009

Recuperating

Alhamdulillah today of all days in the week, i feel at the top. Eventho not fully recovered quite yet but alhamdulillah, i m on the path of recovery. Havent been to the clinic for the whole week, but what can i do, this was not what i planned.

My kids, as usual, when they see me at home, nobody wants to go to school. Lucky amirul is only 5 and Jasmine only has SARA classes in the morning. So i dont grumble much but coz i knew they wanna be close to me esp when i m not well.

They have been super nice indeed, went back and forth to school with Uncle Mat and Auntie Lela (the school van drivers). Normally, eventho i hired the van, i would still send and fetch them from school partly coz i love doing it and the other part is bcoz of safety. But when i have to attend courses or meetings, that's when Uncle Mat and Auntie Lela become handy.

For the past few days when i can barely up, my kids keep checking up on me, esp amirul. He kept waking me up on and off just to make sure i take a sip of drink and a lil bit of food. The statement that he used did put a smile onto my face :D He said "Bonda, bonda, wake up lah.. u have to eat a bit, nanti bonda kurus tau" adoiiii ai... The bodyache just disappeared when i heard that :D Love both of them to death :* :* :*


heart broken Pictures, Images and Photos

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Selamatkah Anak Anda?

Subhanallah Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim

I found out this video in facebook but this one i copy straight from YouTube via http://www.dzulhaqq.blogspot.com/ 

I pray to God for my kids to be protected from this sort of problems.. m very scared indeed as i will recieved my new maid soon.. the current one has been very good to the kids but pity i can't use her service anymore. May Allah protect out kids aameen


Monday, April 20, 2009

Dem!!!

Just received a call from my boss.. have to cancel my leave tomorrow and go to the main office.. i have to attend a meeting with contractors for rangsangan kedua. Bugger!!! there goes my plan!!! Why was it so difficult to discard the pending issue???? Why do they have to do the meeting tomorrow???? kamon la.. benci sungguh!!!!

Routine

Dear owh dear.. m sick again... I've made arrangements for the two days leave i took for today and tomorrow but seems like my plans go awry. As i know these things need to be done.. i gather up the courage and went to Putrajaya this morning... alhamdulilah one thing settled. I still have a few lined up in my list...

Hopefully i will be feeling much better tomorrow.. and can proceed with this longstanding issues i havent settled yet. I want to get rid of these things from my mind. And starts looking ahead with a smile :D

I received an email from UM last week.. stating that i m shortlisted for Master programme in the univ... alhamdulillah..now all depends on KKM's approval for my study leave. I have been delaying this for so long and it's about time for me to leap forward, boost up and enhance my life even more. I have been devoting my life for the family in the past and forfeited the idea of pursuing my studies. Will i be able to cope?, with studies and family? InsyaAllah. when there's a will.. there'll always be a way. I've been through a lot in the past years and with God's will, i sailed smoothly, even during a low tide. And i believed once again, God allow me to go through all these coz He believed in me, and i will, with His help, fly through without fail, insyaAllah.

I thank God for the brilliant kids i have, and for the support they have been to me (without them knowing it tho!). Their neverending love and mischievousness have kept me strong. I cant imagine my life without them.. nauzubillah. If i can.. i want to be there for them all the time, even at a blink of eye.. i want to be there for them. I dont want to miss any part of their life.. not even their first step.. Gosh i was there :D how mesmerising... This motherly love is so intense and i wouldnt let anyone to come inbetween us.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Muqadimah

Well... as a muqadimah, this will be very short

Been meaning to start blogging but time havent been on my side.

Will try and allocate at least a lil of my precious and squeezed timed for this...

For this is a new beginning of the new me in a new phase of life...

so many 'new' argh..